| The Habitat Program Taught Me About Faith' Cynthia
Winn said that even when she was on the streets, the Lord was providing for her. She just
didn't know it. Now she offers praises to God for blessing her in so many ways-including
with a Habitat for Humanity house.
"No
one ever plans to end up on the streets, but that is what happened to me," said Winn.
"I only planned to be in a homeless shelter temporarily, but I ended up staying there
three years. I couldn't find my niche in life, and the streets are addicting.
"Then
I got pregnant. I knew I couldn't care for a child, and I didn't want to change my life,
so my mother in Texas has raised my son."
When Winn became pregnant a second time, however, she said her mother told her she needed
to grow up and be a mom. "I was very poor, but I knew I had to get off the streets,
so I moved into some raggedy apartments because of my child. When you decide to make a big
change, you can't be afraid. You have to take the first step."
A
friend at work told Winn about Habitat, but she admits that she was turned off with the
idea of hammering and working to build her own house. "I just didn't want to do
that," she said. "Plus, I knew my credit was not good and I didn't think I would
ever have anything."
However, she decided to apply for a home and was amazed at the reception she received from
the staff and supporters at the Habitat for Humanity affiliate in Columbia, S.C.
"They gave me a second chance," she said, "and that is something I wanted
so badly."
When Habitat representatives came to her house for a home visit, they prayed with her.
"I had never gone to church," said Winn, "but the people at Habitat talked
to me about faith from the beginning. They went out of their way to help me and made me
feel so special. My heart just grew. The Habitat program taught me about faith.
"Beforehand,
I didn't trust anyone, but when I realized that this was for real and I was really going
to have a house, I was overwhelmed. No longer was I going to have to live in substandard
housing with a leaking faucet. This was more than I could ever imagine."
Habitat
supporters transported Winn to meetings and helped her get through the process of being
approved for a home. "I knew this was more than just a program," she said.
"The people really cared about me.
"I
began some counseling and started blossoming. I also started going to church and soon was
baptized. It was so wonderful. The Lord had a hand in all this and accepted me with open
arms."
Winn's
journey has not been without struggle, however. Her abusive boyfriend did not like her new
confidence and strength. "It was difficult, but I had to get away from him,"
said Winn. "You cannot continue to do the things that you know are not good for you
and expect God to bless you."
Winn
also faced health struggles. During the time she was trying to accumulate sweat equity
hours, she discovered that she was diabetic and spent several days in the hospital.
"I was on my deathbed," she said. Again, however, her Habitat friends helped
her.
Though
she is raising her youngest son, Winn also must struggle with what is best for her
seven-year-old child, whom her parents have raised. "I have to live with the
consequences of a choice I made seven years ago and think about my son. I will have to
take it one day at the time. I pray that I will not mess up."
Winn's
house was funded and built by a multi-faith coalition of churches. "I have met so
many people-Christians, Jews and people in the Muslim community. It is so wonderful to
have the children of Abraham all doing the Lord's work.
"They
were not out there slaving in the heat for Cynthia," she said. "They were doing
it for the glory of God." Winn said she feels like a celebrity and is so grateful to
all those who have helped her so much. "I get on my knees and thank God," she
said. "I know God has blessed me so much. Go for your blessing. God will deliver
you."
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